You know what sucks? Suddenly losing respect for an authority figure. One that you have to have continued interaction with. I'm going to have to unlose it. Which also sucks. But. You think you know people, and you don't, really. I mean, you think you have a good grasp on someone's character, but sometimes you don't. Disenchantment is lame.
I think my main problem is that I won't beg and I don't have the energy to fight. Especially if I have to rehearse this fucking story, and study for my final, and write a paper. The shitty thing is that I worked fucking hard, and put thought and effort into everything I did, and I think I deserve some fucking consideration, but I can't force people to understand. But I can just muddle through, and let go.
So, you know, I'll do that. I can't not.
Heavy sigh.
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you get 'em, tiger.
i am sorry it sucks so bad.
Real question: how much is the teachers sucking, and how much is strict weird fucked up school policy of which the teachers have no control? how much is because of fake bad wannabe ruin-it-for-everyone fake terps in the past? and proving you are different? just checking.
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