i am still a misanthrope at heart, i guess

The movie today was a discouraging reminder that people still scare the shit out of me.

But, you know, I went. That's something.

Even though I sat on the side like a loser and didn't interact with anyone. Well, three or four people, maybe. I don't know.

Blerg.

I'm just trying to write these feelings out of me because I don't like them.

My social anxiety self is fighting with my charming helpful self and it kind of sucks a lot.

Ugh. Moodiness.